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dr|z3d: hi man
acetone
I have a question about I2PSnark (standalone from I2P+ 1.6.1)
acetone
Checkbox with auto-start torrents is activated by default, but every restart of I2PSnark all exists torrents is stopped. It required start all them manually. It's a bug or I not understand some truth?)
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itsjustme
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dr|z3d
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RN
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Ellenor
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itsjustme
Hey parabo
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what's up?
itsjustme
Not to much. Just got back. You?
parabo
Waiting for a appointment to get my new birds wings clipped
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I don't like clipping wings but it's good for training. all my other birds, I got with clipped wings and let them grow in after they bonded
parabo
these birds are out of control, they bite any human or bird
itsjustme
Oh boy
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if we clip the primary flight feathers, once they realize they can't fly away from danger, they will stop biting
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in 6 months the feathers grow back
itsjustme
Ah ok
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yeah
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by then they will be well behaved
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i look like a drug addict
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scabs and cuts everywhere
Ellenor
and a holy beard
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muslims don't need a long beard
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any amount of facial hair is acceptable\
Ellenor
but you can easily grow one
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I actually can't without looking bad, which is discouraged. men are supposed to remain attractive to their wives
Ellenor
oops
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my beard grows sideways if I let it get long\
Ellenor
oops
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i keep it around 2-3 inches
Ellenor
i keep it razed flat
Ellenor
because i'm a ~femoid~
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yeah you are a girl
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muslims accept transgender people who have a diagnosed condition making them trans
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but it has to be diagnosed
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personally... i accept everyone and leave the judging to god
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others are less progressive
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I try to ignore their bigotry, again leaving the judging to god
Ellenor
rip
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Like I don't care if someone is trans or gay or another religion or whatever
Ellenor
*** sighs ***
Ellenor
uncle mohamet going off about tolerance again
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lol
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I think anyone who practices bigotry because of islam, is probably going to be judged worse than the people they are judging
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and that's of course if our religion is actually right, which we can't prove, although the reason I follow the religion is nothing can be disproved without reasonable doubt
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I am a believer, with a touch of doubt
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Ellenor, how are you on this fine day?
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I have omicron
Ellenor
stricken with a curse in the name of the land
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I now have had covid 3 times
RN
don
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omicron is as published today, an upper respiratory infection, not viral pneumonia like other covid strains
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because the spike proteins latch on before it goes deep, resulting in less severe responses/health status
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they just published a paper out of hong kong saying this. it is currently being peer reviewed
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so it's more like a bad cold or flu
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it doesn't cause covid-19 in most cases
Ellenor
I'm a pagan atheist. I don't trust authority and I believe the land owns me, not the reverse
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I respect your beliefs
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in Islam, we believe everything has a soul that is alive, trees, bacteria, animals... not just humans, and the world is a place we are part of and must take care of
Ellenor
so your congregation are pagan syncretists
Ellenor
fun.
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we are progressive and we are led by islamic scholars, not fundamentalists
Ellenor
I think most Abrahamists haven't found the truth yet, or are prevented by a high control apparatus in their state.
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we are about interpreting and taking life lessons and morals from the practice
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everyone has multiple degrees
Ellenor
I suspect you are not most Abrahamists.
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correct
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we are very open minded at my mosque
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most people are either PhD professors, physicians, or currently in university
Ellenor
i should brush my teeth, but very tired
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You must brush your teeth and shower when you wake up in Islam
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it's important to take care of your body as it is a gift to be alive
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You can smoke tobacco, but without additives, no man made drugs only natural drugs are allowed
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so I can smoke weed, when not fasting, but not hash or shatter
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when fasting you can't consume anything that isn't prescribed
Ellenor
have fun with that my guy
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Lol
Ellenor
I'll keep injecting black market estrogen as the ancestor spirits of my chosen family would have me do
Ellenor
lol
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you can do that. it is your choice, and you have my respect
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I do not care if you are not islamic, or religious, and I think since you do no evil you will be judged as a good person, and not rejected from entering Jannah(heaven)
Ellenor
I don't care for your paradise
Ellenor
from dirt I came, dirt I will become
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I don't either honestly. I ask every time I pray to stop existing when I die\
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and in my will, it says I should be burried in a biodegradable container, to go back to the earth as fast as possible, after they harvest needed organs for other people, and left the rest of me for science research and or doctor training in cadaver study
Ellenor
i suggest that in mid- 2023, you would benefit from reading the qu'ran in the normative arabic and the non-normative translated english in the cold light of day
Ellenor
cover to cover, with breaks as required to journal and understand your thoughts
RN
don't either of you watch southpark? Mormonism. That is the correct religeion. See season #4 episode #10 "Probably"
Ellenor
might try it and the christian texts (all only in the english) for a laugh myself some time
RN
*** giggles ***
Ellenor
try to figure a coherent narrative or whatever
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I also have DNR set up, I want to die when I am dying. that's not a religious thing, I just accept my death will come and I don't want to fight it
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I revoked my dedication of my body to Body World, because i want it used for transplants and science
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I do have a new heart though, because I am submitting to an experiment that could save uncountable lives. It was pretty painful after the surgery
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It is the first stem cell 3d printed organ ever implanted into a person, it's made from about 1000 embryo of clones of me, 3d printed scaholding of harvested flesh from my thigh, then coated in the stem cells...
Ellenor
RN: I'm a lazy pagan atheist, which is to say my beliefs are an unknown type of pagan atheist and my actions are fully secular.
Ellenor
I think the truth is it doesn't matter.
Ellenor
parabo: does it work better than your prev. heart?
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yes, because I had 3 MIs
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It is the first stem cell 3d printed organ ever implanted into a person, it's made from about 1000 embryo of clones of me, 3d printed scaholding of harvested flesh from my thigh, then coated in the stem cells...
Ellenor
imagine the possibilitie-
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s
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I am doing martial arts again
Ellenor
awesomo
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yeah, and not like before where I was training as fun, and avoiding hardcore pushing myself
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But Islam, says no violence. According to the scholars I have spoken with, mutual combat is allowed but you can't strike to the face. But I don't like striking anyways and have NEVER won a fight by KO or TKO
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I have won fights by striking to the torso leaving the person unable to keep going
Ellenor
i would call a torso strike a TKO
Ellenor
but i am odd
parabo
Well, a TKO wouldn't be called from a torso strike, they have to submit and tap out
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TKO implies the person is stunned by a head strike and will 100% lose before they recover
Ellenor
i'd be stunned by a boob strike, just fyi
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But I am scheduled on Jan 12th to resume UFC preliminary acceptance trails
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Lol, I have taken groin strikes and declined to take my 5 minutes to recover
Ellenor
you're weird.
parabo
Lol, I have a very high pain threshold and tolerance
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but yeah I am weird
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I am the most weird person I have ever heard of
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I know that, and I don't care. personally I dislike normal average people
Ellenor
you're lucky i'm weak. if i wasn't, you'd be lucky you'd never tried me
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I am weak
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If you had 31 years of martial arts training you would be a threat to me
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I have been studying martial arts for 31 years off and on... I have been in thousands of fights
Ellenor
cool
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but only 7 or 8 years of hardcore training and MMA competing
Ellenor
i'm no threat to you maybe
Ellenor
idk
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I have 4 black belts and I am trying for the 5th, in about 5 months when they do a grading. I am also the North and South American grandmaster of Kung Fu
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I have a martial arts school, it's non profit. We don't charge money, we don't teach kids(which is most martial arts places income source)
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I have a sports performance lab and gym in my martial arts school... We are very new, about a month
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only 7 students
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Although we had many more students try to join and I declined because I didn't think they fit the bill
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Well, street fights are VERY different from competition fights
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north and south eh?
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north and south?
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What do you mean?
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I spent about $270,000 CDN on the martial arts school
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Because it has a full proper gym, a sports performance and biomechanics lab, and 3 dojo rooms, plus we have a octagon with 168 seats for viewers. We have only started, it's a tiny club right now.
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But we have many people who want to join
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the 7 students we have, are all people who want to do professional MMA, and I don't care if they will make it pro or not but they take 6 classes a day 5 days a week, and everyone MUST do 5 days per week lifting and cardio, and they MUST compete in all local events once we get established
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One of them, I am paying his bills, although he is living cheap... But he is a non beginner with a lot of potential. I made him quit his job because I think he could be a belt holder in UFC, with 20 years of training. he's 13 now, and he is REALLY fast
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also we don't do gradings or belts, because you don't need those things
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I love my martial arts school. 2 of my ex girlfriends are also coaches there, and we have coaches other than me for 3 days per week, I do 3 days per week of full time...
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but I do a lot of personal training and computer aided biomechanics work and biomechanics based training
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Lol
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We are holding our first open house open mat event January 25th, over 200 people are registered to come... I will be selecting students. And not based on skill or ability, based on commitment and sportsmanship
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I refuse to teach anyone who is an arrogant jerk, I refuse to teach anyone who doesn't want to do MMA at a pro level... I fund people who are serious hardcore committed so they can be part of our program
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right now there is 0 pro MMA fighters or groups in Ontario, 2 in Canada.
Ellenor
parabo: I mean you're grandmaster on 2 continents?