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itsjustme
good evening dr|z3d :)
dr|z3d
salutations, itsjustme!
itsjustme
how was your day?
dr|z3d
not bad, thanks. you good?
itsjustme
yeah I'm doing pretty well. Feel like I ate to much
itsjustme
but otherwise pretty good :)
dr|z3d
you blob!
itsjustme
lol to much KFC as you'd say :P
dr|z3d
no doubt :)
itsjustme
lol
Pajamas
i think i need to go to a mental hospital
Pajamas
im going to ask some friends who are native koreans if they think they can help me
T3s|4_
wtf PJ? every Korean lady knows how to cook!!!
Pajamas
T3s|4_: i need something called serious phsycological help
Pajamas
i met a korean girl this weekend
Pajamas
and we had a bad time, and she said she thinks i need to go to a mental hospital before i try getting a gf
Pajamas
and ive had other people tell me the same thing
Pajamas
i have other people telling me they think i need to get professional help
Pajamas
well with me she said she had a good time and a bad time with me
Pajamas
she said she thinks im a nice person
Pajamas
but she hasnt responded to me since we last met, and im afraid she might either be ignoring me, or just busy
Pajamas
well obviously it doesnt bother me shes just busy granted she still likes me
dr|z3d
curdislav: did you get your router bandwidth sorted?
Pajamas
its good to cry
dr|z3d
what's up pjs?
dr|z3d
bibimba too spicey?
Pajamas
no
Pajamas
im bad with girls
Pajamas
i have hard time expressing emotion
Pajamas
i hope this girl who i spent the weekend with still likes me, she hasnt responded to me , i think shes ignoring me
Pajamas
*** is being a little bitch ***
Pajamas
well she did help me alot too emotionally
Pajamas
because i have really really really low self esteem
Pajamas
and her just being a friend, helps me feel some kind of worth
Pajamas
shit i feel that sounds i was really neglected as a kid
Pajamas
she said she thinks i have mental problems, but she also said she thinks im nice too
Pajamas
she said she wants to teach me korean?
Pajamas
which gives me the impression she likes me, why would she want to teach me korean
Pajamas
she said i was the first foreign guy she met who actually tried learning korean
Pajamas
and im also the first foreign guy who also said her name correctly she said it made her feel comfortable
Pajamas
and she also thinks im intelligent i think, or atleast she thinks i have good memory, she said
Pajamas
i think she got a bit worried too
Pajamas
because i kept telling her how my mom is a phsycopath, and she was really emotoinally abusive to me, i think i also got an impression from her she might think i have phsycopath attributes
dr|z3d
take it slow, Pajamas. set expectations low, you'll be pleasantly surprised.
dr|z3d
and emtotional vulnerability isn't a bad thing, some girls respond to that.
dr|z3d
but be relaxed, don't pressure her, take the friendship and see where that leads.
Pajamas
ok
Pajamas
dr|z3d: im sure you knew this already, but you know koreans typically hate the japanese lol ?
Pajamas
i would personally love to go to japan
Pajamas
but i discovered not many koreans are so fond of the japanese
dr|z3d
not your issue, Pajamas
Pajamas
ok
dr|z3d
if you can get to Japan, go. you'll love it.
Pajamas
i will if i could
Pajamas
and thanks
Pajamas
yea id love to go to japan
T3s|4
Pajamas: agreed with ^everything dr|z3d told you above, and yes, NOT your issue, but take a little time to learn about how the Japanese treated the Koreans and the Chinese (and their horrific war crime) were not limited to just those 2 countries) during WW II. Then you'll begin to understand why vehement anti-Japanese sentiment lingers and festers to this day - some 75 Years later.
T3s|4
Oh, and never FORGET Pearl Harbor - today is the anniversary of that horrific attack!!!
T3s|4
^today, depending on where you live - 7 Dec 1941: On the morning of December 7, 1941, Japanese bombers staged a surprise attack on U.S. military and naval forces in Hawaii. In a devastating defeat, the United States suffered
T3s|4
3,435 casualties and loss of or severe damage to 188 planes, 8 battleships, 3 light cruisers, and 4 miscellaneous vessels. Japanese losses were less than 100 personnel, 29 planes, and 5 midget submarines.
Xeha
T3s|4: then also remember that the attack on pearl harbor was known beforehand but willfully ignored.
Pajamas
yea
T3s|4
Xeha: widely written about, still not sure I agree
T3s|4
The lesson here for the Japanese is quite clear: NEVER start a fight you CANNOT finish: The United States detonated two nuclear weapons over the Japanese cities of Hiroshima and Nagasaki on 6 and 9 August 1945, respectively. The two bombings killed between 129,000 and 226,000 people, most of whom were civilians, and remain the only use of nuclear weapons in armed conflict. 4 year to
T3s|4
the day = and yeah, paybacks are a real bitch ;p
T3s|4
4 *years
Xeha
focusing civilians, isnt that partly the definition of terrorism and a war crime in itself ;) they didnt even have the decency to say sorry after the war.
T3s|4
Xeha: that is pure BULLSHIT!!! The US Air Force airdropped millions of leaflets days before EACH bombing pleading with every civilian to EVACUATE IMMEDIATELTY!!!
T3s|4
*IMMEDIATELY
T3s|4
I am positive that the US Military is the ONLY military in the entire history of armed conflict on this Earth to have first warned its enemy in ANY WAY that an attack was imminent!!! Do NOT EVER FORGET that Xeha!
Xeha
sorry, not worth to discuss further. too much caps-lock screaming and delusion...
T3s|4
Read up on the Bataan Death March - and the Death Railway = very friendly Japanese.
AmyMalik
WHY ARE YOU SPEAKING IN ALL CAPS!!!!!!!
T3s|4
Despite the US offering Hirohito a chance to unconditionally surrender before each of the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, that AssClown refused twice, intentionally killing thousands of his own citizens! The only reason he finally surrendered unconditionally was because the US told him Tokyo was target number 3, where millions would have died...
T3s|4
obviously, only a trivial change to bomber flight routing could have easily made Tokyo target number one. Given Pearl Harbor, and the behavior of the Japanese, globally, during the ensuing 4 years, I personally would have selected Tokyo
T3s|4
Karma is a real bitch ;p
Pajamas
T3s|4: please end my suffering
T3s|4
Pajamas: only you can do that. Finding a kind, gentle, soft-spoken, polite, and a warm-hearted, SMOKING-HOT Korean girl will surely put an end to your misery! :D
T3s|4
start slowly...build trust...and then drill her brains out! If you find the right one, she will NEVER leave you!!!
AmyMalik
T3s|4: You may have antisocial personality disorder.
AmyMalik
Also known as sociopathy.
T3s|4
AmyMalik: thank you for your ignorant 'diagnosis'. If you ever choose to start/finish medical school, please let me know.
AmyMalik
It doesn't take 10 years of psych school to be able to spot someone who is likely to be pathological and a detriment to others. I don't have a full history on you so I can't know exactly the pathology (ASPD was a throwaway line, not a Dx), but I do know that you are a vindictive individual with a knack for sarcasm and a propensity to believe unsupported claims which your tribe gives
AmyMalik
you.
AmyMalik
You're a disgrace upon your namesake Nikola.
dr|z3d
lol
T3s|4
very doubtful, as an ardent admirer, and one who has read his full biography. Try keeping your baseless, wildly inaccurate, ignorant accusations to yourself. If you find that too hard, try reverting to: just STFU!!
AmyMalik
T3s|4: Make me.
dr|z3d
let's not go there, AmyMalik
dr|z3d
*** chuckles. ***
dr|z3d
he has +o, you don't want to invite his wrath.
AmyMalik
dr|z3d: I do, actually. I'm not interested in entertaining the paradox of tolerance.
AmyMalik
I will invite wrath as much as I like, and I'll deal with whatever it gives me.
dr|z3d
very well
AmyMalik
I'll challenge whoever I want. Authority is not an argument.
T3s|4
How about trying the ultimate rule of all the Net(s)?: Do NOT be a Dick!
AmyMalik
Charged language.
T3s|4
nah, simple, effective, widely deployed rule
dr|z3d
you called him a psychopath, AmyMalik. that's a bit heavy.
AmyMalik
I did. I stand behind that as a personal judgment (not a Dx).
AmyMalik
There's a few different ways I can take his behaviour. Sociopathy, overt narcissism, cult membership. The last would endear me to be sympathetic to him, I guess. All three would make sense given what I've seen from him.
T3s|4
stand behind that is laughable sans credible evidence - just another screaming/somehow offended WOKE clown/wannabe 'victim' ;p
AmyMalik
As if I'm painting myself as a victim. Ha.
dr|z3d
ad hominem attacks degrade the general discussion. if you disagree with his opinions, counter them, don't attack him personally. let's keep things congenial. :)
AmyMalik
dr|z3d: the opinions are irrelevant. He could be a communist wokescold and I would say the same - he seems volatile, reactive, not fit to run a country.
dr|z3d
last I heard T3s|4 wasn't running a country. A couple of systems, perhaps, but not a country :)
AmyMalik
What's relevant is the constellation of behaviors. Reaction when asked to cite sources, keyed up emotions, black and white thinking (an exhibited just now, calling me a screaming wokescold)
T3s|4
^right = always hard on the problems and issues, yet always soft on the people. You need to learn that critical life lesson AmyMalik, because it is clear to me, you have not
AmyMalik
You've always been hard on the people and soft on the issues Tes.
AmyMalik
You aren't fooling this kid.
T3s|4
dr|z3d: anything new, worthy of note?
AmyMalik
Debates with you aren't debates, but shouting matches. If I try to stay calm I'll look weak to the hordes of Roman citizens.
dr|z3d
oh, you know, refining the torrent editor, T3s|4, theme-wise.
T3s|4
dr|z3d: yep, noted the other day
AmyMalik
that doesn't sound too bad.
dr|z3d
ongoing work.
AmyMalik
should per'aps try it out.
dr|z3d
you keep threatening to, AmyMalik!
dr|z3d
you might just like it.
AmyMalik
If ever i'm fuckoff rich i'll fund y'all going through therapy. I know I need it
AmyMalik
(I mean i'd get therapy first ofc)
T3s|4
please let me and dr|z3d be the very first to know when you resume 'normalcy' ;p
AmyMalik
Don't worry, you'll be the last.
AmyMalik
I can be snide too :P
AmyMalik
since you're being snooty and stuck up at yourself.
T3s|4
I can read, therefore, I will know long before you ;p
AmyMalik
I, too, can read. Get off your sky-high horse.
AmyMalik
You and I are not as different as you seem to believe. We're both humans, we've both survived trauma.
T3s|4
just waiting for your self-proclaimed 'healed' announcement :D
AmyMalik
*** squints ***
AmyMalik
I'll be out of here for the morning. Errands must be run. Food must be consumed. Exercise must be done. Snow must be shovelled. Barbeques must be cleaned. Résumés must be sent.
AmyMalik
(Those last 3 may not happen.)
T3s|4
I'll give you this AmyMalik: indeed, I am a survivor (but never a 'victim') of numerous physical and cognitive traumas throughout my life. I expect more...and I will do my best to survive :D
AmyMalik
You seem smug.
AmyMalik
As I said, out for the morning.
T3s|4
Move close to the Equator = task #1, permanently eliminated
dr|z3d
yeah, the torrent edit presentation is a multi-pass task, T3s|4. first get it looking vaguely ok, then refine. I think I've done 3 passes so far.
dr|z3d
same with the upload ratio bars.
dr|z3d
I'm also working generally on making the torrent display more intuitive at a glance, so you can get a generally idea of what's seeding, what's downloading etc. some themes are fine in that regard, so refinements will be more subtle than in other themes.
dr|z3d
earth calling curdislav! did you get your bandwidth issue fixed?
curdislav
dr|z3d: no problems right now, i lowered shared bandwidth
dr|z3d
curdislav: you may have missed my advice earlier. reducing max participating tunnels via router.maxParticipatingTunnels config is a better way to go. you retain your bandwidth tier that way.
dr|z3d
up to you.
curdislav
will check it, thanks
dr|z3d
you'd need to edit your router.config file in ~/i2p/ or %appdata%\i2p and add the line router.maxParticipatingTunnels=2000 for example.
dr|z3d
no need to restart the router, config will take effect immediately.
curdislav
ok
dr|z3d
you can then allocate as much bandwidth as your connection permits, and tweak that max value until you get the kind of usage you're happy with.
dr|z3d
you can also add the line routerconsole.advanced=true if you want some extra sidebar info and other stuff, including the ability to modify configs via /configdvanced
dr|z3d
and if you have the congestion section visible in the sidepanel (automatic if advanced mode active), you can add the line routerconsole.showPeerTestAvg=true and your congestion section will display peer test averages.
dr|z3d
router.config file in * ~/.i2p/ sorry.